A collection of things I find intriguing be it music, photos, thoughts, etc. I want to show the world that I'm not just a marine science nerd. I appreciate and am passionate for the movement of art* too. Probably some venting in there too, but those are still thoughts, no? :)
*art: the expression or application of human creative skill and imagination
How exactly does my whole world get shaken because of one person. He is driving me insane. I am so confused by his actions and I just want to know the answer to one question.
Are you interested?
Please stop fcking with my head. Otherwise, I will continue to hope for something that won’t happen. I have had enough of this. Why can’t I just experience ONCE what it feels like to have a boyfriend? Why! WHY!
Last night, I dreamt I went to a Mutemath concert then afterwards I just hung out with Paul Meany. We talked about traveling and what countries we’ve been to and he kept telling me I need to go to Japan. Anyways, we just hit it off and talked for so long that everyone left. Then as he was leaving on his bus, he wrote me a note addressing me as “you are a beautiful person”. For some reason, I was upset because I knew a relationship with him could never work. His manager came up to me and had a talk with me about love and life. That’s when I noticed he left his number on that note.
I asked my brother what he thought and he said he thinks it could work. I made the decision to go for it but it was too late because their bus had left for the next concert in their tour. But I thought, “wait a minute, I have his number!”
Then I woke up. I hated waking up today.
